Dahil alam kong lahat ng bagay na ginagawa ko sa mundo, para sa Kanya. Kaya naman ipinangako ko sa Kanya, kahit alam kong ilang beses na Niyang narinig sa akin ito, magbabago na ako. Siya iyong magmamahal sa aking ng totoo at magiging tunay na kaibigan ko hanggang sa huli. Na kahit iwan ako ng mga taong pinagkakatiwalaan ko, meron pa ring Diyos na gagabay sa akin. Iyong pagtugon niya sa mga hiling ko ang nagpatunay sa akin na meron pa palang nakakaintindi sa akin. Kaya ipinasa-Diyos ko na lang, at swerte ko, tinugon ni Lord ang panalangin ko. Sa totoo lang, kapag sinabi ko ito sa iba, baka masapak pa ako. Wala naman kasi akong ibang mapagsasabihan. Basta ang alam ko, noong mga panahong iyon, si God ang kasama ko.

Kung dahil sa stress o kung ano man, hindi ko na alam. May mga bagay kasi akong naiisip na nangyayari sa akin na hindi naman talaga. Napatunayan ko iyon ng magkaroon ako ng mental/emotional breakdown, in short topak, dahil sa kapraningan. Nakita ko na ang Diyos lang talaga ang may hawak ng lahat. Sa Simbang Gabi ako namulat sa ibaвЂ™t-ibang pananaw. Iyon ay para mahalin ang Maykapal at pagsilbihan siya habang buhay. Pero nitong mga nakaraang araw, nakita ko na rin finally kung ano ang silbi ko bilang isang Katoliko. Nagdadasal din naman ako pero kapag may kailangan lang at nagsisimba ako dahil kailangan din lang. Kahit iyong mama ko katekista sa simbahan, mayroong kung ano sa akin na parang napakalayo sa Diyos. Pero laking pasasalamat ko sa bagay na iyon dahil mas lalo kong nakilala si God at si Jesus. Pero may something sa akin na nag-motivate para gawin itong tradisyon na ito. рџ™‚Дati kasi tinatamad akong bumangon kapag alas-tres ng madaling araw para pumunta sa simbahan. Though the time we spent together were not so long, still, it made my Christmas so fulfilling. I just laughed the whole discussion off while he was silent and, IвЂ™m sure of this, scared. You know the usual conversation between an adult and a guy who is dating their precious little girl. In the end, he didnвЂ™t really had the chance to sleep here.Д«efore he and Bernie went home, he had a conversation with my Ninong Momet, who gave him precautions. He even planned to sleep at our house, but heвЂ™s too shy to ask my mom. Though IвЂ™m still doing some chores that day, I managed to have time for them, and to him specifically. I didnвЂ™t engage in their vanity because IвЂ™m still adjusting to my new hair. What we did, along with Bernie and Apol, was laugh and take pictures. I didnвЂ™t dare to eat it that day IвЂ™m saving it. He brought brownies and my favorite, puto, which was made by his mom. My father, who knew him first, gave him a formal greeting then he went to my ninongвЂ™s house (talk about sessions). My mom will laugh at his jokes and will converse with him if she has time. I mean, not really delighted, but really civil to his visit. Ha-ha! But I gave in, donвЂ™t worry.Д«ack to his trip to our mountain, IвЂ™m so happy that my mom and dad is delighted to see him. IвЂ™m really pissed of that time, I didnвЂ™t reply to any of his text messages. Only to find out that heвЂ™s joking once again. What really pissed me off about this style is that he told me that he will leave me because of this short hair. Now, I am doing the same old promise once again, saying that I will not cut my hair ever again.

ItвЂ™s my hairstyle last summer, the one I cursed saying that I will not be doing anything with my hair after that short look. Speaking of hair, I cut my hair short yesterday. The first five minutes of our meeting was him bugging me because of my hair. He did the same to my sister, as if I never existed on that scene (disregard the Twilight adaptation^^). I tried to get back to him by greeting Bernie, instead of him. My sister and I went to the tricycle terminal to fetch them since they will surely have a hard time locating our house even if Bernie knew the way. Ha-ha! He came with Bernie, my sisterвЂ™s friend. But just like what happened the other day, he was just testing my reaction. He even pulled a joke on me early that morning saying that he couldnвЂ™t make it because of a hangover. Raymond went to our house last December 25. ItвЂ™s a different feeling when you spend a memorable day with your family and with someone you really love. Post all your questions, suggestions, comments and concerns here regarding to this site.This is the happiest Christmas I ever had.

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